True to the Narrative

Yo, ok. You ever have those times when some certain events happen and life seems to like slow down at that moment? And then afterwards you kinda get this "Oh Crap" kinda feeling?

So like the other day I finally, after putting it off for some time now, decided to call this guy about a job for after the big move, I was pretty sure it was gonna fall through. So anyways, I call him, and he is just like," Oh yea I could probably use us once it gets warm out." So I'm like super excited about this because God just keeps coming through in these situations where I don't see that anything is going to happen. Anyways, so I go to hang out with a friend, and she tells me about how her and some of my other friends have been devising to start a community house, and they haven't even told me until now( Actually they had only talked about it like a week ago).

So this is pretty sweet, I mean I have really prayed for people with like the same vision and direction as me for a long time.  But what does this mean for me? I really feel like I should be moving, but I would Love to be apart of something like starting a community house.  Should I forget about moving and pursue this community house gig, or move and maybe let it pass by?  ........ I'm pretty sure if you hear screams outside tonight it is just me letting out some frustration. .....

Anyways, so a guy I really love and look up to reminded me how like none of the people God uses in the Old Testament knew for sure the complete outcome or direction of where God was taking them.  They were just faithful to leave their homes, or build an Ark in their back yard.  .......  


That's what I want to be like....        

The Beginning

Tonight I had the song.... You know ... "Roxanne, you never gonna"... bla bla. I'm not really sure how the song goes.  Anyways, that song randomly was in my head in the middle of a Youth Group Leaders meeting.  I'm pretty sure it has been a wild ride getting to this very spot I am in. There have been a lot of twists and turns. Many belly wrenching laughs, as well as many heart aching tears.  But it is all worth it no doubt, and all will be worth it no doubt.

Those of you who know me, in this very moment, will know why this gig is called The Final Days.  To be honest a buddy, who we will call Thor, gave me the idea, and I thoroughly enjoyed it. Thanks Thor. Anyways... This is an invitation to join me in my last remaining days, as I seek to move where my Father in Heaven wants me.  I would greatly enjoy your company as I, or We, continue this adventure.