So my parents have very, very slow dial up internet. This is the delay on posts, if any of you care...
So I donno about any of you, but this week flew by. Work has been good, we have been putting down wood floor the past two days. Construction totally beats up your body, by the end of the day I'm pretty beat.
I feel like there are so many things I want to be involved with. Like kids I want to be involved with, music things I want to be involved with. I was in a conversation couple days back and this guy was telling me, more or less, to be open to what God wants me to do. I was thinking about it the other day, and I was just like you know I really want to do all these things, but what if God doesn't want me to do them, and I don't mean this in a bad way. As in the sence of He has other things, probably better things, He wants me to be invovled in. So lately I have been praying that God would open my eyes to see the things He wants me to be involved in.
The other day I was talking with a friend about my level of confidence. For some reason sometimes my confidence level in myself totally drops. My friend was telling me that I have no reason to not have confidence. While driving to work yesterday I was thinking about it. I was trying to think if there was something in my past that might push me towards thinking this way towards myself. I was thinking about how everyone likes me, and if this has like subconsiously placed some standard on me, and now I like have to be like perfect? I donno, all I know is that I'm only gonna find real and true confidence in God.
Ok, I'll stop talking...
Godspeed to you
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