...The Story Continues..

Sorry for not posting lately, my excuses are lame, you don't want to hear them.  

Yo for some reason I really enjoy the song, For The First Time: by The Script  ??

I have felt in that past couple of days that is seems I have been very focused on getting, and finding, a routine for the everyday grind of life( if that makes sense).  I feel like I may have been really focused on that and I felt like that was really bad.  But as I am sitting here writing this, I kinda feel that that is not true. It doesn't really seem bad it actually seems kinda normal, right?  I feel alot better saying that.

But anyways. 

I have really feel like I need to be helping out with my old youth group.  So. I went the other night, and it was really awesome. I honestly felt like I was missing something not being around and encouraging kids, almost like I need to be doing that whether I want to or not. But it was really cool, there was one kid that totally recognized me and knew my name.  I knew he looked familiar but didn't know anything about him. So we talked for a good while which was, good.  I talked with my old youth pastor at the end of the night about helping out more. He told me he thought the whole "tone" of the night and of the kids was different because me and another guy my age were there......

.....yea sounds like my life... 

My boss really ticks me off sometimes.  You may think this is dumb, and maybe I'm only like this because I can be really anal about some stuff sometimes.. but..   So He will like tell me to do something and I will like start to do it or like um be in like the middle of doing it and he will just like tell me to do something else, or like pull me away to do something else. (kinda hard for me to explain it).  But I donno this really annoys me sometimes.  I don't know if it is because I like to like finish things before moving on or what.  But this morning we started working and I was kinda just thinking about this whole thing and like why I get so annoyed at it. And then for this moment( you know these moments) I was kinda just like, what does God want me to get out of this annoying situation?  I feel like even in this move that like I was pulled away from what I was doing and wasn't like able to finish.  And I was thinking that maybe He wants me to learn to get pulled out of things I'm doing and be ok with it. Because I feel like He is gonna do that again to me.   Not pulled out in a bad way either, but pulled out as in Him leading me somewhere. 



oh there is more .. I'm tired though


Love you guys


Godspeed