Surrender

..Hmmmm...

So I'm pretty sure that this week was one of the hardest weeks... mmm.. that I've had in a long time.  I think it is easy to say that I hit rock bottom.  To be honest with you, I told God that I was F***ing mad at Him more this week than...   ever.    I don't know how well you guys know me, but it is safe to say I hit rock bottom.


Going through last week really sucked, but to sit back and look back on it I can say that God made it, or let it happen for a reason.  I guess my fleshly tunnel vision is still around. Maybe last week was the catalyst to put me where I am at now, I don't know.  But I will be honest, I have this sense of peace right now that I can't even describe.  Yea I still don't know what is going on, I don't know where God wants me, but I know it's gonna be ok . 


And I'm almost gonna cry just typing that.     




Thanks for all your prayers, even the ones I don't know about


... Let the Story continue, for we know it must......